well, maybe there are few people who remember that my old blog was full of junks and stuffs about broken heart and betrayal and depression and things like that...
good news for you then, i'm faliing in love again ♥
i bet now you're curious. who's that lucky guy who can healed my broken heart? *wink*
well...
he's the same guy who made me become all that broken hearted almost 2 years ago.
stop. i know what's on your mind now.
i know you're thinking 'wait. WHAT? are you INSANE? after he made you all that way, you still love him?'
yeah, i thought about the same thing too.
i even hated myself at that time. it seemed like my own brain hated my own heart.
it seemed like they were having a tough argumentation *of course all of that only happened inside my imagination*
well it went like this --->
brain : how dare you! you betray me! you fall in love with him again!
heart : well what could i do? i'm a heart. my job is to love someone. if someone broke me, yes it hurts, but i can easily forgive him, and i can continue to love him again...
brain : but why on earth you don't think if you love him again, you may get hurt again?
heart : hey, i'm a heart. i don't think. it's your job. so now leave me alone!
okay that sounds... absolutely impossible. even imagining my heart and brain arguing like that does make me laugh :D
but i'm serious *ehm*
i'm falling for him again.
and if he hurts me again, well, that's my risk.
maybe i'll start to feel all broken hearted and betrayed and depressed again...
but after that, i'll heal, and start to love again.
and afterall, that's what you call a life :)
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